BlackFeathers

2007-03-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

NEWSFLASH.

I HAVE CHANGED MY URL

SO PLEASE KINDLY RELINK ME

THANKS =D

2007-03-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

What is going on?!

oh im sorry for not being able to post for such a long time. oh yes the band camp. haiya. too long dont feel like posting about it. haha well bubbles won the 'competition' thing. haha bubbles *clap clap* bloop! anyways! many things have happened over these few days. well i made some new drawings xD and well spent a little too much money over the weekends. oh no! i must not spend too much of my hong bao savings! haha.

i dont know what is the stupid problem of my blog. i cant seem to access it. well now i know im not the only who cant access it. its so annoying! im not sure whether its the skin's problem or not. so ive decided to changed my skin! hope this solves my problem.

lala i feel like playing sims. i have yet to experience winter in sims yet. hahas and i cant seem to be able to find the new object which is the wishing well. they said it is an aspiration reward. but i cant find it =O

man O levels are next year! its so troubling. i feel like im slacking right now! ms chong said our maths mid year has parts of sec2 maths! but i dont know where ive placed all my notes!! oh nooo! im so in deep trouble. ahhh!

okay shall go play sims now <3 love love. hahas.

ps. i seem to enjoy drawing the two girls from my previous post. im like making a 'collection' out of them xD wonder what should i call it. hmms

2007-03-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

Ooops! Back to post again.

hellos! hmms. havent been posting. anyway, went to ice skate again on 9th march. yeah i suppose its pretty late now to post again it. oh wells. you know how empty the place was! there were only like i dont know. maybe about 10 people or more skating only! hahas. so fun! well it felt really empty xD it felt so wrong. =)

watched a movie after that. wanted to watch 'just follow law' but that movie was not screened at that particular cinema. so we watched 'pursuit of happyness' instead. it was touching. uhhuh. yes i mean touching til tears can flow out of your eyes~ hahas.

hmms lets see. nothing much happened on friday.

all right! went to christine's house today. we baked cookies! hahas oh goodness! you should have seen the amount of butter sugar and eggs. man! hahas so fattening. i once told my mum when i was baking cookies in the kitchen and i said 'ma, after youve seen the proceedure of making cookies, you'll never want to eat them again' haha! oh well! who can resist the delicious oven fresh cookies! xD ann-marie wants to give a BIG one to mr.yeo haha!

after the tiring sectionals. hahas dora showcased her professionalism on the piano in christine's house. sighh! shes SOO good. i want to be professional on the piano too! hahas but its too hard. oh dora has this ear for music as well xD thats so good! you heard that dora! im praising youu~ hahas.

completed the series. its a nice show yeah! hahas. its a pity so many people died. oh cookies!*hearts* i was listening to the syf choice piece recording that day and i realised how TERRIBLE i sound! thats bad! and syf is like less than a month away! dang! my tone is just so terrible. out of tune. cant tongue various parts. i just sound ugly! i wonder how christine does it! hmms.

im starting to doubt whether our band can successfully get a gold for this syf. it seems almost impossible. sighh~ arghhs!! need a good tone! honestly, the feeling for the music is there. its only the tone. i dont have the tone to support that feeling! URGHS! make me sound so TERRIBLE. all the squeaking. arghhs! so annoying. i shall work hard!

all right i'd better end here. got to wake up early tmr.
(picture featuring: the twins! well not exactly THE twins. i dont know where they came from. just wanted to draw them. i still like drawing the elements darkness and light. sighh~ cant be helped huh.)

2007-03-07T17:39:00.000+08:00

My eyesight is deteriorating!

aw man! my poor eyes! i feel that ive been using them too often now adays! im so mean xD my eyesight is getting worsee! maybe when i grow up i'll consider doing laser too! hahas. hmm lets see. tmr's the last day of school for us. going to ice skate on friday again! whoohoo! hahas. can you believe it i rushed through my maths holiday homework just a few hours ago. man! i feel like completing the holiday homework before holidays 'start' sigh!!

im going to play sims tonight! xD you know my teenage boy got nibbled by the wolf! when i was trying so hard for the mother to get nibbled! what nonsense man! maybe youre supposed to have the wants to become a werewolf in your aspiration? oh i dont know~ now the whole family wants to be werewolves xD maybe i can try again later hahas.

by the way, i was in the bus coming home this afternoon. then at this junction. well its not really a junction but there was a small road on the left for the cars from bishan street 11 to come out to braddel where comfort delgro was. then there was this blue medium sized bus. not the big big ones xD well it was like 'speeding' out from that road and i suppose it was trying to outrun the bus which i was on! then we ALMOST crashed man! well not sure. from where im seeing it. yes! we almost crashed into each other! and i was RUSHING home!! hahas. if there WERE an accident i'll be DELAYED!

then after that. everything went PRETTY well. like yeah. then SUDDENLY! there was this bump and a BOOM sound from the back of the bus. i was like 'huh?' hahas yeah i turned around i realised that the same blue medium sized bus was in contact with the back of the bus. and i was like 'omg? i am rushing home here! what unluckiness!' then the bus driver got down the bus checked the behind of the bus and took down something on a piece of paper and got up again. MAN! good thing nothing much happened or not i would have been so late when i reached home!

and yes the bus continued on its journey. hahas yeah i alighted at my stop. walked towards my block and i saw denise. yeah then we were in the same lift. well it felt pretty awkward. it was silence and all xD yes we did 'conversed' a little. is it conversed? oh whatever. the usual hi and byes hahas. and i finally came home! yes then i did the usuals rushed through maths and thats about all for today. write again soon.

ps. i LOVE ANIMALS! and of course the WILDLIFE! hahas so random =D

(picture featuring: just a random picture of polar bears! mother and child? found it in the computer xD)

2007-03-03T15:30:00.000+08:00

Finally back!

hellos! im back! whooos! man sorry i didnt take any photos to show cause i didnt bring my camera there. uhhuh. alright! yes i have sunburns!! so freaking painful!! on my cheeks nose and hands. oh so terrible! hahas. okay! i shall start posting about it. warning: this is a longgg post! =D

Day #1
woke up as usual at 6am. headed for school with all the bags! man! heavyy! then after the long wait for assembly and the bus to arrive. we headed for kallang for dragon boating! whoosh! oh but it was drizzling. gosh! wet day. then 3/1 got to dragon boat first and our class just did some camp cheers and stuff. after an hour and a half, we finally put on our life jackets and took a paddle and were ready to boat! it was still drizzling. bad weather. our class was divided into groups and we headed out to the river! rolled and rolled. there was this wooden platform thing floating atop the surface of the river and it was like wobbly. so cool!

got up the boats and rolled out! hahas. yes our hands got tired after awhile. i mean awhile like maybe 15 strokes and more we start to get tired xD and we did 'viking ship' on the boats. like we sat on the edges of the boat. i dont know whats it called. it felt like scary. like you were falling into the river. and also, the water kept coming into the boat because we rocked the thing pretty vigorously xD we did another one when we put our feet facing the outside of the boat. and rocked and got our shoes completely submerged in water. so wet and soggy! felt so gross xD

before going to the camp site, we waited behind the coasta sands resort rooms. like infront of the entrance to the rooms. and cheered and played the 'wheres my peanut' game. its was really fun! hahas its like one group sings 'wheres my peanut~' the other will answer eg. 'in the toilet~' and we continue singing until the group has nothing to say anymore. we kind of went off point xD that was the fun part. hahas! eg.'in the red dot' 'wheres the red dot' 'why so stupid' 'whats your problem' 'want fight is it' 'you start first' 'why you scared'. hahas then the instructor stopped the game before we went into further 'violence' xD

after that we went for a quite wash and waited for a long time for the bus and headed back to the camp site. then we proceeded to this amazing race thing. we had to walk around the area to look for various symbols. we had to read the 6 figure grid reference thing. and find our way around uhhuh. it was tiring and wet! sheesh. it rainned for like the whole day! drizzle drizzle drizzle. so annoying! yeah then the clock struck 5. so we all gathered back at the camp site.

we had to set up our tents. and the tents looked quite small when we set it up. but when we looked in it, it was well pretty spacious for 4 people. but maybe it wasnt as spacious for 5 people.

we were released for wash-up time! however the queue outside the toilet was SUPER LONG! like i mean super long! there were practically 40 or more people outside! like goodness. so we decided to bathe later at night. then after dinner we had this nght confidence walk thingy. it was to boost our courage? hahas. we learnt to overcome various fears. hahas. well we had to walk this REALLY DARK route and then out from the other end. and i mean really dark! cause there were no lights its very dark and errie! hahas.

we went in groups of 4s. wow better than pairs! like omg. cause at first the guy said go in pairs. like good thing its in 4s hahas. yes nicole melissa denise and me were in a group. and melissa and denise walked infront xDD yes it was really dark! i think walking infront is pretty scary! hahas. then out of the blues there will be instructors jumping out scaring you. hahas! so idiot. like some sort of haunted house xD it was fun though. hahas!

it was so late! like 12pm by then. it was about time to sleep. so we went to bathe. and there were still quite a number of queueing up but it wasnt as bad. yes we waited and finally got in. you know some people bathed for such a long time! and when i got in not long. this girl like said "eh i think she went in very long liao. times up!" like what the! i went in later than the other 2 people and came out before them!? what nonsense! they claim we were only given 3 minutes. but hello i dont think i even went in for 3 minutes! sheesh

alright! a long day. everybody was tired. we finally got to sleep in our tents! it was so cool! ive never slept in a tent before. hahas! it felt so cozy. OH but the people around us were talking talking and TALKING so loudly!! goodness how to sleep?? in the end we managed to =)

Day #2
okay. i didnt wake up willingly today! i was woken up by the NOISY BIRDS! goshh! they were chirping away so loudly! and they werent chirping in nice tunes but instead they were like alarm clocks. so loud. so noisy. so DISTURBING *takes rocks and shoots birds* hahas.

after breakfast our class and some other classes went for our high element rope course. well i did the broken bridge one. it was pretty shaky. i think it was easier if you gained the momentum to move forward. or not you'll keep stopping and then when you stop sometimes the piece of wooden plank keeps shaking and you'll grow more and more firghtened about it. well it wasnt as difficult as the horizontal playpen which included rock climbing. sideways hahas.

after sitting under the hot scorching sun for many many many hours! it was lunch time! goodness the weather was REALY hot!!(thats how i got my sunburns. sigh~) and i think i didnt drink enough water and worsen my ulcers!! well we waited for hours for the lunchtruck to arrive. gosh! we were all starvingg! we went on to low element rope course without having lunch. the weather was starting to change! and it started to drizzle when our meals finally arrived and we had our lunch.

after that, we headed to the other side of the high element rope course thing and had this team challenge thing where 2 people will climb up the rope course together. so first gracia and sharleen went up first. wow! you know there were so brave!! they just kept climbing and climbing upwards. as if they werent afraid of heights! like really courageous! but they didnt manage to get all the way up to ring the bell.

then after another pair, andra and alesia(sp?) went up. wow there really is an advantage being tall. they managed to climb all the way up to ring the bell together! so cool man. and having long legs. they could just climb from one log to another without putting as much effort as the people like me who have shorter legs T.T hahas. sigh! then it started to rain again. goodness. the funny weather! sheesh. oh this time it rainned really heavily!! so we ran under shelter infront of the coasta sands resort rooms entrances hahas. then we cheered and played the 'wheres my peanut' game. hahas!

after waiting for the rain to stop we went back to the campsite and hell! the tents were all FLOODED!! well fortunately our tent wasnt that bad. like only half of the tent was wet. and our things were quite dry except for some sleeping bags and some pillows! hahas. and our tent entrance was like flooded! my shoe collected water xD then we cleared the water out of the tent.

alright. then we went to coasta sands resort again for dinner cause the ground was so muddy and wet. hahas. yeah had dinner by the poolside there xD and after that we went into this vanda hall thing for the 'campfire' well cause it was kind of wet back at the tentage area. so had the gala night presentation in a hall at the resort. the hall wasnt really very big so yeah. we cheered we sang it was really noisy! hahas. then we moved onto the class presentations. and then we had this powerpoint presentation by one of the instructors about the camp days. it was great! hahas.

i was tired! gosh. hahas then the instructor told us that we'll be going back to school given the wet conditions back at the tentage area. so yeah everybody screamed and shouted. then we walked briskly back to our tentage area to pack our stuff and walked back to coasta sands again. gosh was it tiring! then we waited awhile for our buses and headed back to school!

slept in the hall that night. the cold hard floor. honestly i'd rather sleep in a tent on a soft grassy area than just on the sleeping bag on the cold hard wooden floor in the hall. hahas. shared my sleeping bag with melissa cause hers got wet. wow i was sleeping on the floor. like i mean directly sleeping on top of it. hahas my back ah! xD the night was cold and i think it rainned! gosh rain again xD

Day #3 (today)
alright! it wasnt so bad today cause i woke up 'willingly' xD the people werent as noisy as in band camp xD maybe cause the hall was big and sound travelled upwards =O yeah had breakfast and then we had this team building relay circuit was it? we were given a series of obsticle courses. so yeah we had lots of fun and a lot of perspiration xD the games ended pretty quickly. and then we were gathered in the hall for a debrief. yes the instructor. what was his name again? saneth was it? i forgot the spelling. gave us this goodbye 'speech' hahas. and had a showcase of the lost and found xD

the first half of the day ended pretty quickly. and that was the only few minutes we got left with our class incharge instructors. sigh~ so yeah took a picture. oh not my camera though xD and BREAK CAMP!! hmm i feel pretty empty now. hahas knowing that i'll never see them ever again xD oh unfortunately there was band afterwards. i didnt even bathe! i felt so grosss!!!! hair is sticky!! so yeah had a short 1 hour band practise. oh i feel so tired today! been through so much in the past few days.

alright! it was well a great camp although i kept saying it was terrible cause of the rain hahas. but truthfully it was really wonderful and thank you instructors for everything!

i'll end off here now.

2007-02-27T15:26:00.000+08:00

#1. What IS the meaning of life now?

sigh! i was staring into blank space when a question struck me. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE? goshh. there IS no meaning to life anymore. all we do is study tudy and STUDY. its so tiring. sometimes i just feel like collapsing onto the ground. but if i did that, i would probably miss a class and would not be able to catch up with the rest. you SEE! WHAT HAS THIS WORLD BECOME. "KNOWLEDGE IS POWER" ?! what NONSENSE is that! urghhhs! this is driving me NUTS! especially having a teacher thinking that the people in the 2nd class must be EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT! this is so annoying! her FRIGGIN standards are so CRAPPILY HIGH! MY GOD!

conclusion? life sucks okay!
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#2. BIASEDNESS ARGHS!

again and again i HAVE to talk about this. BIASEDNESS FILLS THIS WORLD! sucky people! and its SO obvious that youre BIASEDNESS! scoldings scoldings and SCOLDINGS are ALL WE EVER GET FROM YOU! how would YOU like that!! its not like we dont want to do what you say. BUT HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT THE DIFFICULTY???

its NOT FAIR that you treat us this way and yet for other people youre so GENEROUS AND EVERTHING! its just NOT FAIR! THIS WORLD IS *U***** CORRUPTED! ARGHHHS! THIS WORLD IS SO DAMNED!!

you know sometimes i REALLY pity you! because so many of us hate you! ~~and somehow you just remind me of my father!~~ well now you should know why we even HATE you so much!
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#3. Sec3 adventure camp. excited?

well at least theres something to cheer me up upon ALL THESE ANGER BOILING DEEP WITHIN ME. its just 2 days away! and i have yet to pack anything yet. thats badd! im going to pack some stuff tonight. my bag's going to be so puffed up! cause of the extra stuff i'll need to bring. oh crap! i better go and fix my shoe bag! seriously i was thinking of putting super glue all over? or maybe i should sew it all over again. oh god. im going to have so many things to carry!

alright. thats it for today. write again another time.
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2007-02-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

School's back! Have we all done our homework?

hah!! how fast the year has been. yes i thik youve been hearing a lot of "the year is passing by so quickly" out of me. well yeah! its really fast. it was like yesterday when i just started secondary school xD oh yes chinese new year holidays are overr! so school's back! sighh huh. okay! ive heard 'complains' about me not updating about chinee new year xD okay so here i am. (okay this is going to be a really long post. i think)

16th feb 2007
went out for a movie with vanessa zhixin and weiting. well it was the day of cinese new year celebration! so yup! watched the epic movie. its really funny! but its kind of er hem-ed well you know xD alright.

17th feb 2007
was playing sims2 in the morning.oh i LOVE SIMS2!! with pets ;D its really funn! my puppies grew up. so now theres 6 adult dogs running around the house. hahas really hard to control xD blueberry, woffies, wuffles, cotton and with blackie and silver as their parents. hahas cute huh xD well currently, im playing another family. well! the mother has given birth to 2 babies. hahas not twins. a baby boy and a baby girl. well the boy came first so you do the math. =D

then at about 5pm. i went to my father's side for reunion dinner. it was kind of awkward. cause i havent seen the cousins for about 3 years or more. well hes grown slightly taller, chubbier xD and quieter =O i was shocked! he used to be so.. well active. or maybe he was just appearing quiet cause he is not used to me around?? xD shy laa. hahas!!

had to stay up late that night. bcause of the so called well i dont know. this thing about sleeping later on new year's eve to prolong your parents' lives. so yeah.

18th feb 2007
chinese new year day!! hohoho!! didnt do much in the morning but i went to my grandparents' house at about 4pm. wished quite a number of people 'happy new year' and got some red packets! we had the annual 'yusheng lao-ing' thing. yes and we happily dived into all the food after that. hahas. oh! saw my nephew again. well its been quite a long time since he last came. like maybe last year? uhhuh he seemed quieter. he couldnt even remember where the toilet is! SO SHOCKING! and he didnt call me until his dad told him to T.T haha. well he used to be so enthu in calling people. and didnt even need to think about who that person is. its like at the back of his palms xD but noww.. sighh memory hor hahas.

19th feb 2007
okay! went to my god grandmother's place today. yes went 'happy new year' everywhere and got some more red packets. ~~oh kids love this season xD~~ man was the house smokeyy! well not cigarette smoke but joss stick smoke. we've been doing this for years. so i hope i can get used to it. all the youngsters' eyes always end up teary and all. hahas.

went for lunch with the entire family after that. at this paramount hotel .. chinese.. restaurant?.. err i dont know i pay attention to the names of places T.T yes im very anti-social as youve realised by now. well apparently. the person heard wrongly over the phone and only had 10 seats when there were 15 people. so 5 people had to sit on another table. well the 5 people happened to be my mum, ah min jiejie, js and his brother. weird combination xDD

well we had thetime of our lives!! haha! hmm. well because we got to order the "young people food" xD while the other table had to eat things that were good for the elderly?? oh i dont know. stuff like that.

oh hoh! went home after that.

20th feb 2007
hmms. nothing much happened today. went to grandparents' house today again. wanted to watch a movie but since it was raining. so we decided to stay at home at slackkk~ oh wells we had SIMS2!! hahas. oh but we played little fighter2 and audition as well =D not so interesting huh xD

AND TODAY!
well nothing much really happened. except had my dental appointment and my braces tightened. im going to die tmr! well cause i have band and i cant play very well with ALL MY ACHING TEETH. hahas. oh i hope my teeth wouldnt hurt so much tmr! eeeks. okay i shall end here now. im going to play SIMS2 AGAIN! WHOOOHOOOOS!@ hahahs. seeya.

2007-02-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

happy chinese new year!! whoaa so fast and another year's gone. hmmms cant wait for sec3 adventure camp! waaa. as usual had band today. yes i got really nothing much to say. and i feel like making a drawing tonight! ohoh! i just realised that there are so MANY artists in my class! goshh! so envious every one of them has their own drawing talents. goodness *cries*

dora gave me a candy today! hahas supposed to be for valentines day. it was pretty cute. i just ate it xD okay this is so lame. gotta go to my father's side on saturday for dinner. sigh! im going to see my cousins. havet seen them in 2 years already! whow! saw them at the hawker centre that morning though. wow my aunt still look as young as ever! my goodness how did she do it? haha xD well saw my cousins too. they grew taller. =O i want to grow tall tooo *cries*

haha watching some boiling point show now xD its really funny. hahas its like these people try to make another person really angry in the given time xD and whoever can tolerate it for longer than the time limit is given a reward in terms of money xD its really funny. hahas! okay this wasnt really necessary.

oh watched the dance floor last night. well i thought the first group was good. though i dont really watch it. all right. hmmms lets see theres nothing to do now so i think i'll end off here.

(picture featuring this game? i dont know if its a screenshot or whatever. maybe not? well it looks nice huh. i think its about this ghost game thing? where youre this person with the camera and youre suppose to go into some haunted houses to take pictues ofthese ghost and save people??? hahas. i dont know. xD)

2007-02-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

a random day of my life #1

hmms! had our musical exchange at st margerets today. well with 7 other schools. sigh! i got to hear these schools and goodness me! they sound good! i feel so depressed. hahas i mean okay i thought we played BADLY when it was our turn! both songs! equally bad. sighh. and also i think our band practise venue should be moved to somewhere BIGGER! and more space~ so that we can train our sound to become LOUDER. i realised how SOFT we actually are in open air! sighh. this is terrible! not sure if we can get gold for syf this year. hmms! no matter how hard we try we are still at this standard! i mean its hard to change a habit. and being soft is already natural for us.

whoa tsk tsk. overheard various people taking about hot boys present. =O tsk tsk! hahas. and i realised how boy crazy some people in band actually are! wow! for a moment i thought band people would 'usually' be the study sort xD well i was wrong! oh there are people who were the study sort until one day they suddenly become so boy crazy xD vain and blablabla. how sad huh.

~~i cant seem to see my blog for the time being. hmms wonder whats going on?~~ all right! man theres still CAs going on! having history and physics on wednesday. gosh! i hate studying. being in my class is STRESSFUL! firstly, my maths teacher's standard for us is SUPER HIGH! like getting 27/30 for the E math test is the LEAST you CAN get. if your scores are lower. you are dead! hahas. not really dead but yeah. well i suppose shes right. we're supposed to get A1s for all our maths. sigh!

okay. i shall end off here now.
(picture featuring a random scene of flowers. its a sample picture. so im not really sure where it was taken from. hmms)

2007-02-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

You can do it!! Stand up again~

oh myy! its so terrible. can you imagine your loved one suddenly just died?! its so terrible. i can practiclly feel the emotion like spinning in my head. gosh! sighh. it must have been a really tough time dealing with the fact that her husband died. like my goodness. i hope she'll recover from this trauma. how fragile life can be. oh yeah did i mention? this unfortunately incident happened on a teacher in my school. its so depressing! well im sure her husband doesnt want to see her like this now T.T awww mann!! its so... SAD OMG!! ARHHS!! its so omgg! no word can describe what i feel. its just so so so!!! its so.. sadd.. okay that was a little anti-climax but im sorry my volcabulary is just so limited! sighh really hope mrs.low feels better. *starts crying myself* sighh.

alright. enough of the depressing stuff. auditions have passed!! and i cannot confirm whether im in or out. did i mention this in my old post? hmms. oh wells. ive really got nothing much to add on. sheesh my mother's just so unreasonable! for some crappy reason she always have weird ideas and its just so twisted! so complex. sheesh! one time she was like "i wont friend you anymore if you dont want to take my car" im like "what nonsense is that?!" sheesh so crappy. oh whatever.

okay the 7pm show is so sad.. *trails off* its touching..

2007-02-03T16:42:00.000+08:00

Satisfied I am!

~~hahas! it seems interesting to have this random theme before your post. and i shall follow what dora does. alright alright~ *showers credits to dora* hahas.~~
okay! auditions are over. and i dont think i did too well in it. nooo! its so scary. i have this thing. and i cant perform my best infront of someone WHEN im being pressurised(sp?) and that whatever i play will be NOTED! and all my wrong notes will DEDUCT a mark from my total score. ahhhh!!! well at least im not the SL, they got tested by sir himself. oh had fun during sectionals today. cause we did some WONDERFUL drawings!!! andrea drew this clarinet. it looked SO REAL! how envious xD BUT it got erased when mr chan stepped into the room. SHEESH! wasted efforts. ~~all thanks to him! =X~~

that aside. yes still complaining about the upcoming CAs ad tests. aw man! i dont feel like studying for it! so lazzyyy! had my E maths test on friday. i wont say its very hard. but i thought it was quite fine. just read up on my social studies and geography. i hope i can remember everything i just read. sigh! i'll be knowing my syf audition results on monday. oh my so scary! how if i cant make it into syf?! then my cca points will be so low! okay maybe not that low.

i fee pretty satisfied for some reason. chinese new year's coming. how fast is that! it was like a minute ago when i last had my prawn roll aka hae bee hiam(sp?). hahas its the chinese new year snack. i LOVE them! hahas. my mum advised me not to eat so much of those. and to sum up everything. i thought i played pretty fine after all the auditions when we returned to the band room to do a final run through of the piece that day. oh dear thats bad. i'd better get used to performing under pressure and still being at my best. hahas.

(picture featuring a pair of polar bears. they look like mother and child. isnt that cutee. cuddling together. aww.)

2007-02-02T15:52:00.000+08:00

hellos! oh dear! i have SS, geography, chemistry and chinese CA next week! omg! i feel so STRESSED! also we're having SYF audition TMR! omg i need to practise!! i think christine's going to deduct marks for tone, pitch, rhythm, dynamics and notes! but theyre only supposed to listen to wrong notes and rhythm? not fair! that means our test will be VERY hard!! hope i dont freak out! well i suppose im quite fine infront of christine. AH!! scaryy!!

alright! had our geography group debate thing on thursday. it went pretty well. and we actually got 14 =O i thought it was quite bad. hmm expect the unexpected huh. hahas. i got nothing much to say today. just i got a question. sir said the top 9 people of the section will get into SYF. but im sure our juniors will be able to make it to SYF because their scores are easier and shorter? so does that mean the juniors will go in our place? thats just not right. hahas in fact its wrong! im not against them. but i dont think they calculate it that way(this statement is dedicated to dora xD).

okay. after tmr's audition, i'll have to continue studying for my CAs next week. waaa! theres so many things to do! ARGHS! well theres no use talking about it. better put some words into actions. i shall end off here now. go practise practise~

(picture featuring a penguin. i just found it cute cause its lke flapping its "wings" its like "daddy says penguins cant fly in air but i want a try of it" haha you know. cute uhh. xD)

2007-01-28T12:43:00.000+08:00

hellos! i feel so empty. sighs! well had band yesterday. did this sectional thing. like woodwinds first then brass then percussion while the people who were not having the "main band sectionals", they had their individual sectionals. oh dear! SYF audition's NEXT WEEK! so scaryy! oh well, better practise hard. did i mention, we had to wear our full band uniform yesterday. so crappy! hahas.

after that i rushed to toapayoh mrt to meet up with zhixin and vanessa for the ice skating thing with them and zx's hcf family. like yeah i felt weird... i suppose vanessa too. =D well it was about 4pm. and zx's "family" had this friend. they call him da4 di4 or something? like elder younger brother? hmmms. well so poor thing ah. tsk tsk. he was alone like skating alone all the time~ and he fell down a few times and he keeps sniffing cause hes got this flu. tsk tsk. but he doesnt want help. so. oh well cant help there. oh OH! did i mention? there was this "cosplayer" according to zx. well. yeah fullstop. oh and! we saw 2 IJ girls. i think they were learning ice skating there. ~~feel like learning too xD~~

yeah we went out of the rink at.. about 6.30pm and went for dinner. it was about 7.30 by the time we reached bugis. for some reason, they had to cross this ROAD! like FULL of incoming cars. like omg! they actually RAN ACROSS that road! and all the cars were like beeping away. and we were like just a few metres away from the incoming cars. like omg! my jaws dropped. like! i was so traumatized xD gosh! even ive never ran across so MANY cars and not to mention how CLOSE they were from us! if valerie were there, she would have gone F-ing away xD

alright! then after having dinner at this place. err. a place known for its famour yuntun noodles? well i dont think ive heard of it =X though its been featued on tv before. oh well! what can i say? bad memory. then we went home. took about an hour to reach home or so. and i was finally home at 9.30pm. tsk tsk so bad ah xD alright! going out for lunch later. shall end here now.

(picture featuring: random flamingo skating? hahas. yeah random. i was thinking it had a "connection" with the post =D)

2007-01-26T15:40:00.000+08:00

oh YEAH! ive completed my geography write up and my english life story. oh it just so happens that im supposed to DIE in my english project thing? i dont feel like doing my homework today. sigh but cannot slack man! sighh! oh yeah SYF auditions are around the corner. no actually. its next saturday. GAWD! im stressed ~~and oh yeah im saved! from miss.k oops.~~ i still got maths potpourri to do later on. sheesh! so tiring. especally when the sums are extremely difficult! and i was thinking of slacking and doing it at night but i just cant help having this little thing at the back of my hed telling me to do my maths. oh sheesh!

tmr must wear full band uniform. oh except without the stockings. sheesh! and we still got to wear our uniform and run in the morning. what nonsense! 8 rounds! im going to DIE. i think im going to stop halfway through the 8 rounds tmr. too stressful! haha. sorry oh! i just cant tolerate my aching legs and breathless body. i think im going to do REALLY badly for pft as well. oh nooo! 2.4km run sucks! who's the one who came up with pft anyway! sigh!

alright! since ive really got nothing much to do right now i shall go complete page 7 of potpourri. hop its easy or at least i can understand what the question is trying to ask from me. oh before that. lunch-y here i come! seeya!

(picture featuring this wolf drawing. i found this on some website. its cool huh. hahas. its drawn by the way. well either by hand which im so envious of or by the computer which also im very envious of. xD)

2007-01-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

hellos! ARGHs i am SO stressed! looking at the projects i already have at the start of the year =O! i must complete my individual geography write-up thing tmr! ad ive still got english life story thing to do. sheesh! so many things and yet so little time! monday had band. tuesday had try-outs for band for the juniors. and wednesday i had a dental appointment. and thursday there was band and TODAY i went walking around. came back so late! but i can finally come online! ~~oh by the way had cca photoshoot today and class photoshoot on wednesday.~~

by the way band on thursday was pretty terrible. cause i had my braces tightened the day before and my teeth were ACHING! it felt really disgusting! cause i could feel the tooth moving when i removed the clarinet from my mouth. hahas. and my tuning was TERRIBLE! gosh. and sir tested this part one by one. well at least i got kind of 'used' to the moving tooth sensation and anaged to play the phrase right OR NOT hes going to THINK i havent learnt my notes. havent done this havent dont that. SHEESH!

today was a pretty fine day except i had late day today. YAY! no more 1 week 3 late days! wahooo! well at least i can return home 35minutes earlier for a day. having band tmr again.

okay ive got nothing more to add on. well then goodbye.

(picture featuring this REALLY REALLY RANDOM picture i drew using photoshop at zhixin's house last year. during the holidays i think. hahas! i warned you its really random! xDD)

2007-01-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

hellos! ive changed my blogskin. got various feedbacks from people saying that my old skin was hard to load? =O oh wells i got it changed. see if this skin is hard to load as well? xD well hopefully not!

saturday! had band this morning. oh cca orientation! you know the 2 songs we played were used last year as well! its like so boring? and we even played it once to the primary 6s in year 2006 xD thats sec1s 2007 hahas. dont you think they remember the songs? wouldnt they find it a little boring? oh well! its over now.

today's band practise should be considered the most relaxing one. hahas cause 3/4 of the day was spent inthe cca orientation such as advertising for BAND. hahas yeah. but we stlil had sectionals at 12.15pm? oh went back to the band room at 1.15pm and we were dismissed!

NOO! i got THREE late days!!! thats terrible!! nooooo.. *goes on whining*.. thats terribleeee!! i think my class is the only class with 3 late days? well that is among my friends! everybody have only 2 late days. no fair! stupid thursday chinese. such a WEIRD time slot!! sheesh!

sigh oh well! theres no point in complaining right now. though im really UNSATISFIED with this! sighhh~ sec3 is getting stressful! with projects and stuff. and the talk about "higher thinking order" or whatever in all the subject! i think im going to die *cries*. sighs. shall end off here now.

(picture: featuring cross-stitch dog. i call it ritsy. hahas didnt do the outline though.)

2007-01-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

ahhhh! im so stressed! gosh theres a lot of homework everyday! well i cant believe im actually sec3 already! so fast ah! it was like only a few hours ago when i first stepped into chij secondary. and it felt like when i just became sec2 yesterday. and i cant believe it. a year ago my seniors were all sec2 and were all studying what i studied last year. and in just a blink of an eye. everybody's progressed by 2 years! wow! the sec3s are like sec4s waiting for the 'arrival' of O'levels. hahas sighh. soon that'll be happening on ME! so stressful ah!

oh ive added 3 new links on my list. and its under the 'recommended links' list. although i havent written the recommended above. but i suppose its obvious huh. the 2nd group of links. and its called "glass of water", "sneaky sneaky" and "look who's looking". theyre REALLY funny clips! its like a must watch! oh yeah 'look who's looking' is pretty confusing.

(oh yeah please watch and refer to the video befre reading or not its going to be confusing xD)
well you see. when you watch the show. there is man A B C and D. man A is just the main character. man C being the 'time traveller'. man B being the one who grew eyes. man D is the one who got knocked down.

A asked C to bring him back time 2 nights ago. when man B was sleeping. C tells A that it will be funny if he put eyes on B. now this is the tricky part! the reason why B grew eyes was because A asked C to bring him 2 nights ago to his house to see WHY he grew eyes. and originally B had no eyes. BUT because A told C to bring him there. C decides to put eyes on B. which then woke up the next morning WHICH is the future and thats why B had eyes and A asked C to go BACK to the PAST to investigate why. you get it? its kind of like a cycle.

heres the other trickier part. D got knocked down by the truck. if you remember A told C to bring him back to the future from the past. WHICH is in the PRESENT. and before he went back to the past. he had already known that D got knocked down by a truck. and when he went BACK to the past AND THEN came back to the FUTURE which is the PRESENT. he sees the same truck that knocked D down. then he decides to drive it away so the 'driver' will not drive it to accidentally knock D down. what he does not know is that A himself IS the driver who knocked D down. and THEN he got down the truck and saw a repeat of himself asking C to bring himself to the past. get it? its like another cycle.

hope you all understand. hahas its a really cool logic! hahas. i shall end here now. bye

2007-01-06T16:56:00.000+08:00

hello! im here to post again. hahas. oh cool i made another gruop picture =D oh because of dora's comment about my people having sharp chins and big eyes. therefore i tried drawing us out in another manner. made it look more 'real'. although it didnt really work. and i still cannot make them look like us! noo! maybe i need a picture sample =O how unfortunate. sorry everything's kind of out of proportion. sigh. oh yeah i changed R's clothes cause i thought she looked pretty man-like in the other one? oh i dont know im really bad at drawing!

watched skatin with celebrities last night. had a sudden want to learn ice skating too =D those celebrities are really professional man! they only learned for a few months and theyre like practically a professional who would probably take a few years to master those moves. gosh! so cool oh! but i dont know. O levels are coming dont think i'll have the time to learn next year. its most probably an everyweek thing. so yeah.

alright!! had band today. and yes all they did was critisize us. again.. oh wells. i suppose ive already gotten used to it. well even if i did practise. it wouldnt make a difference. cause someone i know wouldnt and probably spoil all our efforts. beware of head explosions. sheesh.

today's such a hot saturday afternoon! ive got ONE thing i cant stand anymore! GOSH. cant take IT man!! just watching them. urghs! THAT FACE! toot!! goodness urghs!!

i suddenly feel so ____. sighs. oh i dont know how to say. like have this sadness within me. its like this everywhere. whether in class school cca whatever. sighhs. i think im going into depression! gosh. oh 1 symptom. you cry. lols sighs..

dont really have anything exciting today. maybe i'll talk about some more stuff another day. only wanted to post this picture =)) sighh. yeah. goodbye.

2007-01-01T20:30:00.000+08:00

hellos! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! WAHOOs!! lols. wishing everybody a wonderful year ahead. remember to always remain calm during tests and exams xD sigh year 2007 is here! and so is sec3 for me. more stress ahead. oh and separation from my friends *cries*!! i'll miss you SO MUCH PEOPLE!! sighh. oh wells. we can keep in touch right? go out every once n 2 months or something =DD hahs! yeah! hope to see you all in the later part of my life =D like maybe when we reach working society! hahas. or something. whoa so far!

alright! enough of sad stuff. went out with mama to orchard road to get some new clothes and shoes and everything! yeah only managed to get shoes today. it was pretty packed and we spent a few hours in a building. and we had a total of like 3 buildings and about.. 6hours hahas. 2 hoursper building! plus the resting and travelling from one building to another. WOWs! hahas. yeah so we're going again tmr. well on the way back i saw TWO rainbows! so cooool~ well yeah i saw 2 rainbows. they were at different places. but for the 2nd rainbow. i thought i saw another one beside it. but it was fade so couldnt tell if my eyes were going mad or not.

gosh! i still cant live with the fact that my precious camera is GONE! that is so sadd!! i loved that device T.T lols you know! i had like this little connection to that camera. hahas along with the pretty handphone pouch i put it in!! and it was a PRESENT from my aunt!! GAHHH! nooo! i feel so guilty. i can only keep the strap of the pouch in memory of the pouch T.T sigh.

oh this is a picture of my friends and me. its REALLY UGLY! and also. they dont look like themselves at all xDD im sorry im not good at potraits! sigh. well how i wish i was good at them T.T i only tried drawing their obvious features? like the hair xD it doesnt even LOOK like it!!!! T.T noooo.. i better go train myself in portraits! how i envy those who can draw potraits.

okay okay. i should stop thinking of events that would make me sad. sigh~ okay! i shall end of here now goodbye!

2006-12-29T10:33:00.000+08:00

hello! yeah i know its a little late. haha. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! oh yeah i returned from Genting!. hahas ~~man i lost my camera!! T.T~~ anyways. shall post about genting without the pictures T.T you can try my cousin's blog. i think he put up the pictures. (it's really summarised) its a long post! you could rest for 5 minutes after reading one day of my post xD

Day #1

woke up in the morning 6.30am. we were supposed to meet at the agency at beach road or something at 7.30am. haha my cousin(the one who lives on the 5thfloor) fetched us there. i was kind of excited. well yeah i suppose. we arrived. filled in the 'form' the travel thingy. you know the small card thing. yeah. and boarded the bus. we shared the bus with another family. so yeah.

it was like about 8 to 9 am when we had breakfast. or was it not. cant really remember very clearly. yeah i was very bloated. then boarded the bus again for another few hour trip.

alright! civilisation! see small houses around. and then there was this curved highway? and beside it was a hill. and it was a cemetry. then js and me started talking about creepy stuff we've experienced xD oh he said something about stuff happening in a hotel in china or something. so freaking scary. yeah and we stoppe talking and slowly fell asleep xD

we've reached the mountain! alright. but it wasnt very misty. not as misty as the last time ive visited this place which was last year with band for some 21st something competition. xD we arrived at the hotel. and after hearing the stories of the china hotel. i had this fear about the room. lols.

yeah we checked into our rooms. and i slept for awhile. then they all went down for dinner. oh and did a little exploring around the hotel and the fascilities. well that ended day 1.

Day #2

alright!! woke up in the mornig 8.35am and got ready for theme park!! oh but before that. we all went for breakfast until 11+ hahas. Js's father got us some tickets. cool huh. and the rest of them went to the casino. heard that my 4th uncle played til 3am last night =O and my eldest uncle woke up early in the morning just to go to the casino xD oh wells.

yeah we entered the theme park and it wasso crowded! like the queues were all extremely long. so the first ride we took was the 'superman' ride. bandists should remmeber the red and blue thingy outside? oh we realised that we needed to buy tickets for that ride and we did. we were supposed to ride a 'warm-up' ride but since all the queues were so long we decided to take that! wahooo! it was REALLY fun. i mean it had the falling feeling. and it makes you dizzy when it turns around and around. hhas really cool! words cant express what i feel xD

then we moved on. and decided to queue for the 'flying-chairs' the one with a lot of hanging chairs from this saucer and it spins everywhere. lols yeah. it was quite fast since one ride can fit a lot of people. well i cant really remember the sequence to all the rides. but i remmeber taking the pirate ship. yeah long queue as well. yeah i screamed for the sake of fun. and everybody laughed at me? maybe it was too loud xD

like about 3pm. we had lunch and decided to go for a game of bowling. since all the queues were really long! and yeah. we played about 3 games. at first my ball kept going into the drain! so embarrassing xD but like after 5 throws or something it started going straight cool eh! lols. i think the malaysia lane easier to play ehs. singapore one very hard xD well my scores were better than usual. like above 60! wahoo. lols i know for bowlers this would be a piece of cake xD but you know.

yeah we ended at about 5pm. and we headed back to the theme park. we decided to stay the night there! xD like until 10pm like that. yeah took a lot of rides. oh the fun kart thing! it was SO cold. the wind was blowing at me when i was driving. ten my hands went all cold and numb. whoaa. lols took that 2 times. one in the night.even colder!! i was shivering xD oh and the pirate ship. we dragged our auntie with us.once again i screamed for fun. hahas people laughed again xD

had SO much fun! we also took the flying dragon. super toboggan. cyclone. we didnt manage to take the mine train though. T.T i wanted to try that out sigh. oh wells. yeah ha a LOT of fun!!! lols. it was around 8-9 i suppose? cant remember. dont even care about the timing xD well the sky was dark. oh not to mention we queued up for about an hour for the monorail! and there was so much mist! and so freaking cold. i was shivering. lols and and! there was mist from my mouth! cool huh xD

oh! i wanted to take the one that goes up to dont know how many stories high and then drop down. and shoot up and drop down again. you know? but nobody wanted to take with me xD and it was so cold. i scared i take alone then the wind blow blow then im like omg cold! lols so i didnt take it T.T

yeah the day ended just like that. we went for dinner after that at some restaurant. had spagetti. lols and headed back to our rooms to sleep!

Day #3

aww! the last day of everythingg.. we were supposed to gather in our rooms at.. oh crap i cant remember. i think it was 11.45pm? and the bus was supposed to arrive at 2.30 the latest. oh wells. we had breakfast. bought some gifts for my friends and section =D and exchanged the points for gifts at the arcade. and the went back to gather. oh you know the KFC there had set breakfasts! i think singaopre should have that. its really nice. its like 2 sausages. some scrambled eggs. and whiped potato! really good.hahas

we went to the bus terminal and realised that the bus broke down halfway and it was delayed by an hour. soo.. js suggested bowlinG! lols yes again xD hohoho! good news. my scores hit 97! waaa. 3 more marks til 100 ive never gotten a 100 before =O so it would be nice to get that. we had 2 games but for the second game i think i got 60+ or something. oh wells. yeah then we rushed downstairs to gather again xD it was about 3.30pm by then. got a blueberry cheesecake to get on the bus to eat. and js got blended caramel with cream? or something. yeah it was good. oh but that happened before the bowling xD

yea got on the bus. went down the mountain and saw a lot of mist. it looked really nice. went to this snake something to buy some souvenirs?? well snack form. lols got some stuff. and continued on our trip. we saw the sun! took pictures of it xD and yes another few hous gone by. and we wer talking nonsense and eating the crackers we got. then about 8pm we got down for dinner. got some bread for breakfast the next day xD

got up the bus again. then in about another hour plus time we reached the custom. yup did the necessaries. and headed to singapore. we saw a lot of lights from the roads of malaysia xD the lights in singapore that is. oh the malaysia roads are so nice. theres like no lights. its so dark and riding in the bus made me feel so sleepy cause of the lack of lights and the light rain. lols. yeah arrived at singapore. custom again.

headed to beach road where we first took off. hahas. it was a great weekend! how i wish it never ended. cause in a few days time. year 2007 is here and SCHOOLING. urghss. hahas. oh wells. my 5th floor cousin came to pick us up again. it was rainning. and i realised he's working in the same company as his dad. so cutee. hahas. like ah so cool! no words can express what i feel about it xDD

oh wow! i finished posting about genting now. i know it was kind of long. hahas. hope you enjoyed it. lolss. got to go prepare. going out for a movie later. see you!

2006-12-22T13:01:00.000+08:00

hello. gosh. going to genting on sunday. aww i dont feel so well at the moment. hopefully i'll feel better later on. goodness. i had this problem once. is it my stomach or am i too hungry? oh please dont let this thing repeat itself. i dont want to be sick on the day i go to genting. how cold is 16 degrees? currently muching onto the prawn roll. you know the ones sold during cihnese new year.

school's reopening soon. sigh i dont want to return to school yet. sleeping later and later. waking up later and later. how terrible is that. when school starts i got to wake up at 6am again. sighh. and now im going into uppersec. i dont want T.T stress. i looked through the physics textbook and my jaws dropped. gosh! so profound. i dont understand. so many equations. heard from my math teacher sec3 teachers are going really fast. nooo..

i suppose i havent matured yet. sighh!! my head is spinning. gosh. well will be away from the 24th dec til 26th. as i said. im going genting during those days. hopefully i'll feel better by then. dont want to sick! noo. gawh. i know i already said this. hahas WAA! i really feel like ending i all.

(Photo featuring: Russel)

2006-12-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

you know i realised something. its not like we want to be this way. but because all of your biasness forced us to turn out this way! even if we want to change forthe benefit of everyone. you all would purposely focus and point us out. thats why we've adapted a hatred for that and you. even for the newbies who didnt understand what was happening. you would make it so obvious and that we have to explain it and they will too adapt the hatred. sheesh. this will never end. its like a cycle. for the people on both sides. we will all continue this thing and gradually it has become some sort of 'tradition' and the process has become some sort of routine. but thats not fair for us!! SHEESH!!

well lets changed the subject before it further angers me. lets see. it rained the entire day yesterday. couldnt do much. only layed in my grandparents' house. but before that on saturday. mama and i went out for a movie(its so weird having only 2 of us). then after that we met up with my auntie and uncle for dinner at sakae. well thats the most exciting ting so far.

and yes you should have read from zhixin's blog that we went bowling. and yup. it was fun. hahas. i did a strike so cool man. but its obviously a tyco-ed shot. hahas. i think size 9 is good. hahas i mean the bowling ball. its referred to in sizes right? hahas. anyways. better get going now. byebye

(the picture above is a black cat. well whats wrong with cats in black! they dont deserve this label that says 'i am unlucky!' sheesh. i can understand how one cat feels about being black. cause we experience the same thing except we have another label that says 'hating us is a tradition and you must do it too' and according to someone it has never changed since a long long time ago. stupid F.)

2006-12-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

hellos! went out today with dora and laycheng and met up with their friend yeehui in the later part of the day. well not very late like 2pm? anyways. it started in the morning when i met up with dora and laychen at toa payoh interchange and we were heading off to paragon for my dental appointment. i changed my colours. haha red and black. my teeth are so screwed. anyways. we went to toys'r us. however you spell it? yeah. laycheng wanted to get the 'fake' gameboy. you know the one with the blocks falling down and looked really 1D hahas. well apparently she found it but she kept doubting her choice and kept asking us whether she should purchase it. hahas. she kept asking and asking and finally decided not to. hahas

oh yeah. then after that we went to pasir ris. we wanted to go to the beach to rent a bike and for me to learn how to cycle for the first time after many years. hahas the first time i tried a 2 wheeled bike was when i was primary something? so i kind of had a phobia of it. hahas. well i was afraid at first. but after like 10minutes i got the hang of it. hahas i didnt expect it to be that fast! oh but before that. we got lost at pasir ris haha. oh the bike rental thing was at east coast. cause we asked so many people and nobody knew where the pasir ris beach was so we took a cab to east coast xD we rented a pair of rollerblades too. so 3 bikes and 1 rollerblade =D

had a GREAT day today. not to mention being able to hitch a ride on dora xD as in i held on to her shoulder as shes cycling and i just rolled along. hahas mum just returned home. she said my auntie had bought me something from taiwan. it is SO cute! its like this glass pig. its slightly smaller than my palm. and its like so fragile. it has 4 dice in it. so COOL!. there its the picture there. man my teeth are aching like mad!! i think i missed out a lot of things about today. oh wells better end here now bye.

2006-12-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

hmmms. hello im back! ive finished all my homework. wahooo! i feel so happy. you know i made this really fantastic drawing yesterday. well i like it. not sure if it appeals to the rest of you xD well since im not using my desktop. i cant scan the picture. but i really want to! so! i have taken a picture of it using the camera. the picture about is the picture i was talking about. oh not talking about the new black cat with red eyes ive just 'adopted' haha.

there you go! the picture i was talking about. its a drawing of the three sisters. well i drew these same girls like many years ago when i was young. they were my very first 'masterpieces' xD i mean the first 3 people with a storyline. well as you do not know. i used to draw on random themes. and even stories are random. so these 3 girls is the very first solid story ive made. i cant really remember their story. hahas. only remember the left girl being cloth , the right girl being earth and he middle girl being rainbow. i cant remember the names i gave them. hahas

well of course. their looks changed a little. because the way i drew them when i was young was pretty les detailed. hahas. even their hair was messed up. well their looks have changed as i moved on in my age and as my skills 'improved'. oh but earth kept to her orginal look. like that fringe and the long wavey hair. the other two's looks cannot be drawn nicely anymore xD

well! thats all ive got to say today. i'll write again another time. hopefully i can also make another masterpiece. to think of it. i drew many characters last time. maybe its time i make them a little more detailed and advanced looking like the 3 sisters. hahas. alright! bye.

2006-12-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

hello! had a great concert last night! wahooo! go go clarinet! hahas. thank you both st margerets' and chij band people for making last night so enjoyable. i wasnt really exited at first. but after that the tension kind of came. xD especially when i was walking onto the stage afte the st margs junior band performed. because my father was out there somewhere as an audience! man! i dont like that fact. i was thinking hes going to be so proud of me and start making plans such as me persuing music when im all old and senile. sheesh my guess was right.

anyway. i think i squeaked THREE times for der vogelhandler. like AHHH! and i played ONE wrong note. thats TERRIBLE. how if it happens again for the SYF judging?! thats NOT good! i better do something about 'stage fright' thing. haha. and at the end of the first half of the concert. we all stood up and waited til mr.tan left the stage. but! we didnt know whe to sit! so we remained standing. like ahhh!! haha. then i wanted to sit down s everybody would sit down but then if im the only who sat down. and nobody realised i sat down. and everybody would reman standing except for me! that'll be terrible. hahas.

i also enjoyed the second half of the concert. the part when dr john lynch conducted us. and after everything. my father came to give me flowers. god so embarrassing!! 3 of them came to give me a bouquet of flowers one by one! and in the end i received 3 bouquets of flowers(so sary!! i was practically the only one who got 3 bouquets!) and melissa was there too. she gave me a flower. how sweet. thanks! i passed the flowers all back to my parents cause obviously i couldnt carry my bag 3 bouquets 1 stalk and my clarinet case. but the bouquets were really cute. cause there was keychain in the middle of the flowers. how adorable.

alright. and then we rushed back to the changing room and kept our instruments. then tengteng popped in our changing room with 2 packets of marshmallows for our section. yeah and she ran off. haha xD not really ran off but cause alyssa was going "BAND!" and ya cause she was the only st margs bandist there. hahas. and yup we loaded the percussion intruments. and off we went. towards school. its been some time since ive been to school cause we've been going to st margs for practises.

dora starting blowing bubbles in the bus xD she got the bubble blower from ms.ratulagni's wedding ceremony the same day afternoon. sorry im not sure how to spell it. and i didnt know she was getting married! dora said she was crying and really happy. she also said that the guy she was marrying had waiting for her since primary school. and he would peek at her when she was having cathocism. how sweet's that. anyways. we reached school and the thirds got a really nice gift from a fellow third clarinetist from st margs. it was plates. and jannah if im not wrong wrote a message on them. that was so nice! danielle dora and me didnt get one. cause we werent playing thirds for the combined concert. sigh.

oh wells seems like a long post. shall put up some pictures of what the hall looked like. and a picture of dora, her sister, danielle, laycheng, karen, andrea and me. haha. not accordingly.

2006-12-06T18:08:00.000+08:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

hello! haha i found the virtual pet link thing on weiting's blog. then i suddenly remembered my old pet cat. i think it was called blackmiao. but after that i just kind of forgotten about it. haha but anyway, i think its time for a tiger! theyre just so cute. if you put your cursor there long enough. it may just pounce on it. ah so cute right haha.

went for the st margerets' band practice today. and finally dr. john lynch has arrived in singapore! haha. sir said that his flight was delayed yesterday and thats why he only reached singapore at 12 midnight last night when we were all sleeping. hahas. anyway he did some breathing exercises at the beginning and then we moved on to the visions of flight and then rumble on the high plains. so im guessing the other 3 pieces will be completed tmr? we'll be having CHIJ full band practice there after that. the juniors will be joining us.

and by the way sir blew his top yesterday. it was so scary. he just 'screamed' haha not really shouted cause he got really angry. i was kind of shocked that he suddenly became like that =O he even knocked the stand so hard that on the things on it went 'flying' hahas. well my jaws kind dropped. haha.

i was just thinking of what would it be like to have a pet dog. sighh. how nice. but unfortunately my mum would definately reject to it. well it will become a little troublesome. haha having terrapins was a problem the other time. haha well it grew so much! from a 2-thumb sized little baby terrapin to almost a one-and-a-half-palm sized big terrapin. so much huh. oh wells we released it in the end. freedom ma. hahas

all right all right. i shall stop here then. write again another time.

2006-12-01T12:14:00.000+08:00

WHOA! came back from band camp yesterday. i had loads of fun for the past 3 days. well before that we had a sec4 farewell outing at vivocity on monday. it was a beautiful day until i had a sudden fever. sheeesh! i was feeling sleepy and tired for the entire day well except for this period of time after i took panadol. then we headed for sentosa. but unfortunately it rained. so we couldnt do much there. but then christine dora and me decided to watch the 4D magix thingy while the rest thought it was too expenisve and hence waited outside for a very long time. and yes of course i felt extremely guilty =D yes then we went to the beach and played a few minutes of frisby and by that time we were all pretty tired and hence decided to go home~ and yes i was feeling really sleepy and my head was heavy. took some panadol and went straight to bed.

then tuesday came. but my fever stayed. soo.. i didnt go for the st. margerets exchange in the morning, instead went to the doctors. hahas got a 3day MC. after taking my medicine and slept for 3 hours mum fetched me to school for band. and why did i go for band? because i wanted to see the guest conductor mr nonami. he as invited from japan to teach us for the afternoon. my section attending his workshop in genting last year so i didnt want to miss out on this chance to see his liveliness again. hahas he was a funny man. made my friend think of many things xD

the day ended and we had dinner then a movie. we watched narnia. i remember thee was this scene where santa claus gave the 3 children 'weapons'. then dora asked me "who is this man giving them weapons" and so i said "santa claus" so she thought i was joking and hit my lap! hahas. so she repeated her question and i repeated my answer. and she thought i was joking again. but it is santa isnt it? haha xD so she realised it was santa and we kind of started laughing. haha. we slept in the choir room or something.

we were woken up the next morning by whispers and people walking around and the stomping of foots. dora said people were already talking at 5am in the morning!! we were supposed to wake up at 7.15 but instead everybody woke up at 6am plus! crazy man!

today it'll be my first time going to st margeret's for the exchange program thing. cause i missed yesterday's session because of the fever. so i met them for the first time. the people in the clarinet section there were really friendly. there were nice to talk to. hahas. and of course made some friends. and someone said my name sounded like a vietnamese! so sad. everybody thought i was from some foreign country. haha. maybe not everybody. well yeah i had a good time there and the day ended and its time for the barbecue!

our section had 2 barbecue pits. 2 you say? why because the barbecue pits were pretty tiny and our section was pretty big so we needed 2 pits! hahas. our juniors were really good at barbecuing sausages hahas xD well the ones they made definately looked nicer than the ones the senior had made. hahas. had marshmallows, lasagna, fish balls, crab sticks, chicken wings and etc. thank you to all the parents who helped in sponsoring some food for the band. we were all having fun and some were screaming about xD.

after cleaning up both the barbecue pits and ourselves, we assembled in the band room. a group of us had an 'illegal' gathering at the double bass corner. hahas. we were playing heart attack with cards and had marshmallows! it was like a silent card game. haha very limited screaming xD. this time we slept on the 6th floor performing arts room or whatever its called. always get the 2 performing arts rooms mixed up. it was really a nice sight in there cause we could see the night sky throught the windows. and the windows were practically surrounding the room. and it was much bigger than the other room we slept in for the previous night.

the next morning came. i was more tired than last night. hmm weird. well today went by pretty fast. had sectionals in the morning and full band in the afternoon. and finally break camp! everybody went home and it was rainning so mum came to fetch roxanne and me.

alright! this should be a very long post got to go get some rest now. incase i get another fever on the concert day! ahh. im getting weaker and weaker thats BAD! how terrible. bye!

2006-11-26T12:12:00.000+08:00

ah another day's passed and band camp is nearing. together with the SYF audition, SYF 2007 and sec3 2007 is coming. and i have yet to complete my homework. not even taking them out to see. oh man! theres maths homework on the e learning website. i dont feel like doing homework anymore. i guess i wouldnt be as free as i am now next year either. sighhh. what a big problem.

practise practise! exercise exercise is what ive been telling myself. sheesh but dont seem to be doing it. ive practically no time for all that. well maybe i do slack sometimes. sigh this is not getting me anywhere. when year 2007 starts. i'll have to be fit enough for PFT! arghs. dont like pft. especially the 2.4km run. so annoying. sheesh! better go do some push-ups.

but the clarinetting helps to strengthen my right arm xD hahas. the left one, i'll have to do it myself haha. and i just realised my right thumb is crooked! after almost 2 years of clarinetting my right thumb has become crooked. i think its quite obvious when you look at it. it kind of aches a little when i bend it backwards. how terrible. but oh well, its for the sake of the band. sigh.

clarinet section sec4 farewell outing is also nearing. well actually its tomorrow. hahas. got many things to pack for band camp as well. 'many' things. how has my holidays been lately. well i can say intense, stressful and not very good. man its coming to an end of november! have yet to touch the booklist. i got to do something about it!

thinking of sec3 reminds me of my good old sec2 friends. will be missing them. we're all in different classes now. separation. sigh. to the good friends of mine out there. remember to keep in contact! even when we're all old and senile. hahas. well going to my grandfather's house later. better enjoy the time now before school reopens and homework is all we'll be thinking of man!

i shall end here then. have a geat holiday! hope i do too. write again another time.

2006-11-21T18:37:00.001+08:00

hellos. its been almost a month already. its so fast and next week's the band camp and followed up by SYF auditions. arghs! im afraid im going to screw the audition up just like what happened the last time for the fantasia audition. time flies. and im already thinking about stepping down as a sec4 senior xD and how nice it would be when i come back as an alumni to perform with the 'juniors' for fantasia 2009 maybe. hahas

wahooo its 49! forty-nine!!. anyways, havent been able to enjoy the holidays. when the year end concert is over i'll have to complete all my homeworks. urghs crap! theres still english and maths. oh i cant be bothered. WHY homework!! its a year end HOLIDAY. sighhh. i hate school. sometimes i just feel like quitting. hate this thing about persistance. urghs!

i feel awfully tired. its not just the usual 'tired'. im getting sick of all these. i hate this student life. arghhsss! how i wish i could just end it all. why does god have to make us stupid when we came into this world. i think being an animal would be much more relaxed than human. at least all they need to learn is the basics hunting skills. or learn how to fly. or just stand up and learn how to graze on grass. no need for intelligence. urghs. hate this life.

how long more do i have to bear with all these? i dont think i can handle it much longer. im goin to collapse. and by then everything will be resolved. no more problems. sighh. hopefully i dont become a human again after this life. a human's life is too stressful. with all the responsibilities. and having to see idiots walking around in this world everyday. such as people who smoke. i dont want to die of lung cancer. i want a natural death. not like them who want to die unnaturally.

urghs i just want a peaceful life. i think its too much to ask for. thats pathetic. just pathetic.

2006-11-15T13:01:00.000+08:00

omgg i saw this EXTREMELY sad video this afternoon. was actually watching some AMVs then suddenly this little clip popped in my sight at the side of the youtube bar thing.

its so touching! its about this little kiwi bid that had only one wish and that is to fly. for its entire life, it was trying to pin trees onto cliffs and finally when he finished it, it could finally "fly". but unfortunately it had to die in order to fulfill his last wish which is to fly. as you know what could possibly happen to you when you jump off the cliff. thats why he cried at the last part when he jumped down and could finally experience the sense of flying.

it was so extremely touching! i broke into tears when i watched it the 5th time or so. its so so so extremely touching!!

im sorry but the video's kind of small? but its a definate MUST WATCH!

or you can get to the website through this link for a larger video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs

2006-11-12T10:22:00.000+08:00

hello and good evening. i got nothing to do now so i thought i could post something. performed for the primary 3s to 6s during their recesses on wednesday. just realised that the canteen sells cool things. such as cup noodles and i mean cup. its cooked noodles in cups. so cute isnt it. and i saw this girl eating from this container which contained this pink thing. it has a stick in the middle. i guess its ice cream or something. how cool. hahas primary school people are pretty innovative =x no offense. even the lift is pretty. its like made of 4 walls of silver xD. unlike the one in the d&t block at the secondary site. it looks nicer.

had band this morning. did canto and der vogelhandler. the guy gave us a count of the remaining practises for the dr.lynch's concert pieces. i think he said there were only 5 left or something. cant really remember. while the practises for der vogelhandler was 8. thats pretty fast. we'll be having SYF auditions too. to pick out the people who cant play. oh dear. i think im going to scrw that up! i dont do very well in 1 on 1s. ahhh *sobs*

nobody celebrated my birthday this year. spent it on ms ho's wedding! sheesh only invited us to play for her wedding and then we went home. sighhh. my mum bought a cake though. had it the next morning. (wow, everything sounds so summarised)

alright! i think i should end here now. have a good holiday~

2006-11-10T11:08:00.000+08:00

hellos. hmm i want to change my skin. but cant seem to find a nice one. anyways, i havent been posting lately. partly because of the stress and exams that were going on before. and the intense band practises. well i suppose they were pretty intense to some degree. i think this is going to be a very long post. so prepare yourselves. alright! lets begin.

#1 - got my results back on the 6th nov which was my friend's birthday. she gave me this tiny cake on that day as my present as well. and my other friend gave me a soft toy. a pink puppy. uh huh. it was thoughtful of them. nods. also, my birthday was spent on one of my band teacher-in-charge's wedding. how 'wonderful' wasnt it. it occupied half of my birthday on the 3rd of nov. from about.. 3pm til nearing 9pm. uh huh. then i went for supper with danielle, dora and laycheng.

it was pretty late by then and we were carrying our instruments, so we decided to go somewhere nearby. and that was why we went to plaza singapura. we kind of got "lost" after coming out the mrt. but we found our way through~ ate at kfc. the place was extremely crowded! it was two times the number of people in the afternoon. after eating and laughing a lot due to some thing i said(?), we took the mrt to toa payoh and my mum came to pick us up and then send dora and laycheng home. danielle dropped at bishan.

okay! lets shift the subject back to the class problem.
actually. i dont feel contented about being in class 3/2 next year. there'll be a lot of competition. and my sec2 math teacher said that the subjects will be slightly harder and i'll even have to pass my very first CAs which she said was hard and for those who had never failed in their entie life, this may be the first time theyre going to fail. like oh goodness!

#2 - then comes the end of the year concert. there'll be this guest conductor from the U.S. ? hes going to be conducting the 2nd half of the concert. also! our conductor will be conducting an audition to see whether we can play the SYF piece. every single part of it. we'll be playing it infront of him like 1 to 1! oh man i cant do 1 to 1s its so stressful! oh i remember the last audition i had. i totally screwed it up! even with 2 other people in the 3 people audition. i screwed it all up! i just cant seem to perform alone or with a few other people without feeling SO EXTREMELY tensed up. sigh~ im such a failure. stage fright i suppose.

#3 - another year has passed already. everything is going so quickly. then followed up by the band camp. and the concert. then sec3 (upper sec!!) then comes SYF. sighh. im terribly stressed thinking of it. and im having loads of white hair already!! and im going to be separated from my friends. sighhh!! i'll be all alone. nevermind i'll have to be independant! i'll probably have no time for friends next year. sighh its such a saddening thing to think of.

#4 - alright. then i think i shall stop here now. goodbye~ must practise hard for the concert people!! also! work hard next year!! then comes O levels xD. oh wells. my conclusion is WORK HARD FOR WHATEVER IS IN STORED FOR US. DONT FORGET YOUR FRIENDS!! oh and hey dora, i wont forget to leave a seat for you on monday. but wednesday may be a problem?? cause of the number of juniors and such? so if i cant leave a seat for you, then.. sorry in advance.

2006-10-06T17:43:00.000+08:00

hellos. havent been blogging for awhile. got too held up with exams and stuff. man! i hope i did well for my exams. i just read through someone's blog. i realise people tend to talk about totally weird stuff in the blogs. maybe i sound like that too. hmm . thats completely disgusting.

maths was indeed a hard paper. hope i can manage to get into my ideal class. oh no. thinking of it now makes me tense up. oh damn! after exams come cca. man. time consuming. and yeah. whatever. that IS the truth. great. i know exactly what the readers will think of me.

let me not continue in that subject. makes me remember things i dont want to remember. alright!! exams are over. its finally time for relaxation and fun!! we're planning lots of stuff! hmms. hope i have the time for that. sheesh. my cca takes up half the time in my entire secondary life. sheesh. my youth in secondary school is wasted on stess! dang!

i shall end here now. goodbye!

2006-09-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

hellos. man. life's hard. exams are drawing nearer each day. i feel so stressed. have to complete studying all the subjects. also, i have so little ocnfidence in my literature. im terrible in that. followed by history with all the source based. crap it! come to think of it. i think im horrible in my studies. im so dead.

but im looking forward for the exams to blow by. also im going to revise my lit at my grandparents' house today. hopefully i manage to remember the scenes well. sigh.

though i cant wait for the exams to finish, im not looking forward for band. sigh. just when i can finally relax a little, i need to go back and get -constructive- criticism from the conductor. sheesh. im so tired of band. long hours of practise all the time. yeah yeah. i know he'll go saying "im tired too but i still have to come" sighh.. whatever. i'll end here now. bye.

2006-09-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

hey there. ok had my braces put on on the 30th august. yes i know thats way long ago. but oh wells didnt update since the last post. ive made a new drawing =D

anyway, been rather stressed lately. even though i didnt fail any of my CA papers. i still feel pretty tensed up for SA. man! havent made full use of this holiday. how terrible. there is insecurity within my freedom.

and for those who do not appreciate animes. you dont have to comfort yourselves by calling those who do animefreaks. well lets see.. in that case, dont you all think its appropriate to call yourselves appear-attractive-to-boys-wannabe FREAKS? yup. i think thats pretty correct. oh no, that IS correct. yes yes.

oh maybe you all are just jealous that we've got a hobby and a goal in life and you dont? oh wells. i dont know~ i never thought of experiencing your life for a day cause i think its pretty much twisted and boring to ALWAYS TRY to appear attractive in front of boys. sighh~ how boring.

*yawns* sigh~ ok change of subject. chinese oral is around the corner. man ive got to borrow a book from the library. sheesh why did they even include this storytelling thing into the oral policy. are chinese teachers getting that bored? sigh. oh wells we students have to entertain these old haggard teachers~ thats what students are for in this society. sheesh. exams and tests never ends. just to make these annoying teachers happy. oh wells thats life of a student.

teachers always complain about marking papers as well. sheesh might as well dont give them. so nobody would suffer. students wouldnt have to die of stress and freaking teachers wouldnt have to die of marking papers from night til morning. sigh~ aint this society stubborn and materialistic. all they look for in us are our ability to bring forth our economy. either the upright way or the sneaky way. sigh. its hopeless now isnt it. guess it cant be helped since its already in this pathetic stat.

2006-08-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

hey there. dora just said that my drawing is weird during band this morning! had my teeth extracted yesterday. it was quite cool when they inject the numbing formula thingy. my mouth was completely numb! even if you were to pinch or pierce a needle through it, i wouldnt feel anything. which is quite scary as well. i couldnt gargle when the dentist told me to. the water came out like water fountain. i had no control over the irght side of my mouth! man that was terrible.

was playing the clarinet today. could feel the air escape through the holes where my tooth used to be hahas. it puffed my cheeks up a little. that was so ugly. youre not supposed to puff it up when playing the clarinet.

had the try-out runs for our section competition piece. hmms guess we needed more improvement. im always out of air. sighh.

having another section on friday. extraction of the final 2. hahas i feel dumb recently. i feel quite useless. sighh.

im also afraid of my CA results. i dont want to fail anything >.< i broke my record last year by failing lit for i forgot when and history for Ca2. sheesh!

i shall end here now. bye

2006-08-16T10:39:00.000+08:00

hellos. havent been updating much. yes i know that. got kind of busy studying for CAs which are still going on right now. urghs i dislike the stress.

i think youre like such a copy. sheesh oh wells. i dont think anything can ever change you. you are like this.

change of mood. im going to change my blogskin. i think thsi one's kind of bright. and im getting bored of it.

i think this post's going to be short. oh wells maybe i should add a picture of two to lengthen it.

by the way, i thought today's maths was rather firghtening. im not sure whether i'll get a pass. damn it. everybody around me seemed so worried. yet im so calm. oh wells. if you panic, you wont be able to think properly. see. there you go.

now, to all the people out there who always ask how and why i can remain so calm. well one thing, you can think better when you have a clear head. so clear away your troubles. there are many more obstacles to face next time when we're older. exams are just part of the start.

ok im ending here. seeya

2006-08-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

hey there. i was given the character of the horse and the flower. need to be cold. hah. hah. hah.

anyway. i think my dog has expired. i didnt get to see it one last time. sighh. oh wells. im so in love with this song!

we went to perform at the Istana on the 6th august. went to school at 11.15am waited til around 12 til we left school. arrived at the Istana. set up instruments.

the people there were funny. there wasnt really a welcome for the president. they clapped for abou 3 seconds and they stopped and continued talking. the president was still standing on the stage. hahas so disrespectful XD

yes we performed. i liked "Queen's Park Melody". then there was this last minute piece we had to play. and because i had to sit around the firsts and seconds. i couldnt play my thirds scores. and i didnt bring it. and the conductor told us to pretend to play. AND clarinets just so happen to play the melody!!

how do i pretend huh. sheesh and i had to share the FIRSTS scores with dora and christine! and i was staring at the dots on the paper yes nobody knew that i was short-sighted. hahas

it was so horrible! dora was sight reading the piece and christine well i guess she forgot how to play? oh wells she said she stopped to take a breath. and dora thought she stopped. and she stopped as well. hahas then they continued playing. and i was plainly staring and madly fingering all the way.

and yaeverything else went alright. i shall end here. continue about something else another day. bye

2006-08-06T11:33:00.000+08:00

hmmms. to someone. im starting to see all your flaws. you know what i think. you going overboard. youre becoming more and more unreasonable. and YOU are getting on my nerves. do you have to ALWAYS go against us. SHEESH!

anyway, back to the issue of "i think toilet cleaners should receive more salary".

ive been thinking. and yes i think cleaners should deserve a high salary. i mean its like totally unfair that they get so little. well lets start from the basics.

first according to someone those cleaners who work in the "low class" toilets such as the ones around the neighbourhood (e.g toapayoh, serangoon etc.) they earn about $200 to $300 a month. thats a rough estimation. however people who work in the "high class" toilets such as the ones in shopping malls and hotels in various cases earns about $500 to $700 a month.

my point here is that why does the people working in "high class" toilets earn more than those who work in "low class" toilets?! well see the toilets in shopping malls are not very dirty and the cleaners only require a small amount of effort to get it really clean. however if you look at the other situation. "low class" toilets located at toa payoh serangoon etc are more dirty and cleaners would definitely need more effort to get it real clean. dont you dare deny that youve never really respected the "low class" toilets including me. when we see the dirty floor we seldom care about the cleaners. about how that small piece of tissue that we had thrown on the floor would add on to the load the cleaners have to carry.

i think cleaners who work in "low class" and "high class" toilets should NOT have a big gap between. yes i understand if it goes by how many toilets they clean. but this case it quite different. i think they should all deserve the equal amount of salary. i mean afterall, theyre all just toilets.

also my friend told me that her friend went to a shop to work. and she earned $600 a month and all she did was stand around and stone. now look at this scenario. she stands there for 6 hours a day doing nothing and she earns $600. just look at the toilet cleaners! they work their hands out for more than 6 hours a day and they get $200-$300 a month! is that fair!?

ok next. the people sitting in the office. enjoying air-con the whole day. use a small surface area of their fingers to work and they earn at least $1000 to $1200 a month! look at the difference between the effort used. im not saying cleaners should earn MORE than a $1000 a month but just make it enough for them to support their daily necessaities and for their rental or whatever. i mean just look at it, cleaners help us clear our rubbish and clean our toilets. that surely helped in our working condition. i mean imagine you working in a dirt filled place. and with rubbish everywhere and the toilets. toilet rolls flying. flooded with dirty water. see their importance here!

i only suggest that cleaners should get more salary. i mean even if you rent a flat its at least going to cost you $300 a month. for those who earn onyl $200 can barely save their "homes" talk about their food and necessities.

you see the point here? well.. i only suggest higher salary. i know if the government sees this they would surely say "so youre saying everybody shouldnt study and go be toilet cleaners". its not necessary. you can limit the age of toilet cleaners. i mean look at what the government had not done. like we're only allowed to go into casinos at such and such age. drink beer at such and such age. you see! what else you people cant do. im sure you can think of something. im only suggesting higher salary for cleaners!

2006-07-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

hmms. yes hello there. i am officially collapsing! look at how many projects we need to complete!! first we got geography. then english, art and ep! like ahhh stressed! i think i got quite a number of white hair on my head already!

anyway. all thanks to dora who added another pile of load on my back! its practically breaking. i feel like dying. and i hate school. waa!

im looking forward to the 30th of august! whooosh! oh! i think i should go grab my pencil and paper. i owe valerie one drawing. and i was supposed to draw for some other people as well.

also i would like to proclaim that i just realised andrea is so artistically inclined! oh my i mean music, visual and literary art! oh my goodness!!! i feel so depressed standing beside her. hahas just joking. =D i shall end here now. goodbye!

2006-07-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

hellos! yup! thats right. the eggs are up again! lols. CAs are around the corner. darn them! its a good thing my cousin's school doesnt have any CAs. i guess thats a good thing? i mean its less stressful but at the same time they have to suffer for mid years and end years because they'll be memorising a LOT more than what i will need to memorise in the textbooks. so i guess CAs does help a little. besides in my schoo, CAs are part of the year end result. its like CAs are counted as 10% in the year end result. so if we end them up its 20% from ca1 and 2.

anyway, i feel extremely stressed now. urghs i wonder how those other people manage their lives with tests and exams!! ahhhhs! im going to die soon! sigh. i shall end here now. goodbye

2006-07-18T10:41:00.000+08:00

heys! thanks for all the worries and stuff. yes my fever's gone down i hope it STAYS down! ahhh~ im so excited. i like im going to get braces =DD hmmms. if im not wrong. oh maybe i am its not confirmed. 3 more weeks and you'll probably be seeing me in braces. yup! it's to correct my teeth anyway.

hmmms. ive asked my mother about it for a year already! its finally she gave me some reply.. and i have a phobia towards fever. urghs.. i dont know what might happen if i were to get another one. CHOY!! ive broken my record in taking mc throughout this year. and actually throughout my secondary life. ive never really taken mc and stuff. and i never ever want to take it! im so not wanting to become sick again. those days were horrendous! terrible! it was like torture!!

oh well now that ive gotten back my life ^^ waiting for this "cough" and sore throat to fully recover!! urghs. my mother still has doubts in me making braces. shes mean she says dont put now and wait til im older and get implants. like EEWW!! its like FAKE. crazy! shes so not understanding what i feel here. i guess thats a little selfish. sheesh just for her own sake -__- she neglecting the fact that i got asked THREE times by the dentistS whether i want to have braces. shes the only one having doubts in it. urghs. pretty idiotic. cant she just think of it in a way that i can FINALLY have a nicer smile!? urghs!!

oh i think i better end here now. thise post is looking pretty long now. oh im happy that i dont really need to look at the keyboard when im typing now. thats so uber cool! oh oops. i shall end now. goodbye.

2006-07-12T12:28:00.000+08:00

hellos. i have this -terrible- sore throat! i sound so horrible! it takes me so much energy just to say something. i sound super soft now! urghhs! i havent seen Blackie for many days already. like urghss. it's finally over! waiting for my cough to recover now ^^

I've just finish the really weird tasting chinese medicine. but it seem to work more effectively than compared to western medicine. oh wells. just discovered that my literature teacher watches anime too! so cool!! and she knows other animes too. like omg so cool!!!

2006-07-02T08:09:00.000+08:00

hellos! we had band today. we sight read through some pieces. i think the Sleigh Ride was quite nice. the other one too. but i forgot what was its name. oh yes ive just finished practising -not the clarinet- oh yes by the way. im feeling quite neutral.

went to the dentist the other day. i told my mum i was asked 3 times whether i wanted braces. and she didnt believe me! hah! now the dentist says "you have to put braces." whoo hoos! hahas. see~ anyway. ive grown taller ^^ hahas

oh yes i'll be visiting the dentist again on next next wednesday! its such a long time to wait!! eeks. and dora. my mp3..

2006-06-28T09:56:00.000+08:00

hellos. aww im uber hungry at this moment. i am reading my literature book - "Journey's End" by R.C. Sherriff. its something like war and stuff. im currently at act one only. so yup i dont really know much of the story yet.

By the way. ive still got chinese to do. its like some sort of 5 page festival report thingy. man~ i think im going to have 1 page for cover page , another 1 for contents and for the last 3.. well i think 3 pages are enough for a short report on different festivals celebrated and the ways they are celebrated and the purpose of celebrating and whatever. oh wells. i'll have to start research later on at 7pm. oh dear! its going to be 7pm soon! i better finish reading my act one so that i can proceed to the next homework which is researching for festivals! arrrhhss! i do not like a single bit about this "project"

2006-06-26T03:32:00.000+08:00

oh hello there! i just thought of a wonderful idea that would benefit readers and me. anyway i decided not to lock up this blog cause i think its not really necessary here. However i would still continue enabling password for my other blog page. and since i doubt i would visit that often.

oh yes. we'll be going back to school tomorrow again. man! how i dislike school. oh noo i think i should use a stronger word - i hate school!

went for band yesterday. it was more fun before the band part. dorahh, danielle and asyikin[sorry if i spelt it wrongly] went for lunch. haha i didnt know asyikin was -that- funny!

i odnt think i'll ever want to forget. sigh seniors will be stepping down on the 29th of july if im not wrong. i better prepare something for them. hopfully i make it on time.

note: remember to organize a memorable farewell party =D

2006-06-25T03:17:00.000+08:00

hellos! ive changed my url! oh finally. ive thought of something to change to. anyways i think im going to link my old blog to this one. ok i got to go. goodbye